So I recently decided that I’m not going back to school this fall. My college has been really bad for me, on the whole, and I have no idea what I want to do, or where I want to be, or why I’m doing anything. A little lost.
I’ll be living with my parents for a bit, while I figure out what’s next. Hopefully I’ll have time to do more creative stuff, and things that make me happy. And hopefully I’ll also be posting more. (I’m assuming that’s a thing y’all would like, since you follow me and all…)
Anyway, I haven’t been very active on here lately and I wanted to update you. I’m around, and wonderful new stuff will come my way, I’m sure. Keep sending me good vibes, and reach out whenever you feel like. Y’all are great.
I need some adventure partners.
I am so insecure that I spend all my time comparing myself to everyone I see anywhere and longing for other lives and if I’m not tearing myself apart I’m putting these other people down in my head to make me feel better about myself but it doesn’t make anything better it’s just awful and toxic and makes me even more hopeless because I love people and I don’t want to be horrible and I want to rediscover my lost emapthy and I swear these habits are killing me but I can’t make the thoughts stop